Post-It Notes from a Stay-At-Home Dad.
These were all very entertaining :P
I love how he calls his wife “permanent roommate”
at least my coworker is hot
Little Drummer Boy - Pentatonix
YOU WILL BE IN THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT AND YOU WILL LIKE IT
THE ONLY WAY TO GET INTO THE HOLIDAY SPIRITS
much love, much respect
I’d never, ever hurt a lady but I’d be happy to punch a feminist.
It’d bring me great joy.
I’m 6’2 and weigh 180lbs
ready when you are
Or if you’d like to have some more options….
and have 9 years of combined martial arts training and 3 years of being a Line Backer in football.
Just in case you are looking for variety.
what about a lady and a feminist. warning, combatives certified soldier.
so things are kinda strange right now… and I’m thinking its time for a vent.
i’m back in portland/beaverton slightly by choice, a lot because some things are out of my control. i’m enrolled for winter term here so i can finish up my associate of arts, and i finally kicked all my illnesses in the butt. except my depression.
it’s gotten pretty bad lately, but not in the normal way, usually i feel really sad and i stay sad for a while and wallow in it, and then eventually drag myself out by the tips of my fingers… but seems to have changed, and sort of reverse. my appetite has basically disappeared, my body has been rejecting food when i do eat, my body aches all the time, I’m tired all the time, and then i stay up super late trying to distract myself from thinking about depressing things i guess. and then i act normal… despite the depression, i come off as completely sane, calm, and under control. even though i feel like things are spiralling out of control, a huge part of me still seems to be intact.
this hasn’t happened in years, and its worrisome.
so i’ve been trying to focus on things that will make me happy, give me something to look forward to. obtainable goals and such. so i’ve actually gone to church, and i plan to try every week. I’m trying to give my art a kick in the ass and get started on it again, and I’m trying to plan things out.
also, i am now getting a tattoo later this month. which I’m really excited about and is giving me something to hold onto, and also will counteract my new and sudden urge to self harm again. i want to channel it in an artistic way yet in a way i can display it on my body. plus i’ve been wanting tattoos since i was little.
its kinda feeling like a seize-the-day type of thing.
but what disturbs me the most is that i don’t really feel all that depressed, but theres this tiny whisper in the back of my mind that says I’m not happy. and i get these really intense bouts of feeling suicidal and everything seems to crumble and my emotions seem to rumble and just fall out uncontrollably. i even had my first real panic attack where i couldn’t calm down by myself, i had to squeeze ice and keep my eyes closed or the room would spin. i’ve never felt that out of control
I’m just a jumbled, bleeding mess on the inside of this well manicured mask i’ve forgotten i even wear.